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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 0:51:44 GMT -5
"I'm fine...just tired." Holiday replied rubbing her eyes. "haven't been sleeping like i should."
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 0:58:05 GMT -5
"Mom, what's wrong? I hope that I'm not causing you to loose sleep." said Devlin.
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 1:02:23 GMT -5
"It's not you, just nightmares..." Holiday replied, yawning.
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 15:02:10 GMT -5
"Please get some sleep, or try to, please." said Devlin. He hugged his mom and a tear fell from his eye. "I don't want to loose my mom ontop of not remembering."
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 15:12:47 GMT -5
"I've been trying sweetie, its just a lot of stuff." Holiday replied. "Hopefully i will be able to sleep."
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 15:19:53 GMT -5
Devlin couldn't help ,but ask. "Maybe if you talk about it, it will help, you are a doctor afterall. Isn't it psychology?"
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 15:20:44 GMT -5
"You two are kids, you wouldn't understand." Holiday replied.
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 15:24:59 GMT -5
"Mom. I'm the kid with amnesia. Fears are fears. Maybe you were lying to me from the beginning. If I'm just a kid, maybe I should walk out of this office right now and leave you alone." said Devlin very cross. "I'm trusting you, but it doesn't seem that you want to trust me. So why should I trust you? Maybe all that you've been doing to me is lying to me from the beginning. You really want a scary situation. Try mine. Hmmph." He crossed his arms and turned his head away.
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 16:04:47 GMT -5
"Hey!" Holiday turned to him. "You don't know my life devlin, don't act like you do." she said. "If i am lying to you its only because i'm scared of what to say. Did you ever think of that? You are being selfish, there are some things that even i am too scared to talk about. One of them being my past. Go ahead, act like a child about this, but you can't expect things to go your way because of it."
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 19:31:02 GMT -5
Devlin had tears forming in his eyes. "I am a child, Doctor. If I am being selfish I am sorry. I know that. I was asking you to trust me as I am trusting you, but now I can see that I am only a burden to you. I don't want to remember. I don't want my old life back, whatever it was. Not anymore. I'm sorry. I never meant to become a burden to you. I never meant what I said before, but I do mean this. Goodbye Doctor, I hope that your nightmares go away soon. Goodbye Rini."
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 19:52:21 GMT -5
"Devlin. Stop it!" Holiday grabbed his arm and slapped him. She was shocked at what she had done. "Just stop it!"
Rini looked uncomfortable and left the room.
"Please, you have to understand, this is very hard for me to tell you. I can barely even tell myself, or others about it. It's that hard. You think your life is hard now, you didn't grow up having your home burned down by the man you thought you loved and then have him rape you."
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 20:25:55 GMT -5
Devlin looked at the doctor. "I'm sorry, your life was harder. I can see why you were scared honest. I can see why you are afraid of that, but still mom... Doctor." said Devlin looking at her. "I don't want to remember anymore. I don't want anything to do with any of this. I would rather start over as someone different. I want to do my part in this world and staying here with you. I'm sorry, but I see now that whoever I was, is gone. Staying here with you a woman that abuses, shouts, and seems to care more about keeping her own past a secret. Doesn't seem to be the best answer. I'm not the one that is being selfish and you did have a harder life."
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 20:29:18 GMT -5
"I am sorry i hit you sweetheart. I am just...i'm stressed. I haven't slept in three days." she sighed. "its starting to effect me. Not just me but the other students, i can't help them sweetie. I want to but i can't."
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Post by rose on Nov 27, 2012 20:34:20 GMT -5
"The more the reason why I should leave. I'm sorry mom, but I am doing this for you now, not for me. I hope you get some sleep soon. I love you and I do want to be your son and I hope that part isn't, but I think it's best if I go. I'll be careful." said Devlin. He hugged his mother. "I love you mom and I'm sorry." He cried again.
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Post by Winxy on Nov 27, 2012 20:38:57 GMT -5
"Devlin, you can't leave." Holiday stood in front of the door and closed it. "You are talking crazy. Look, if it will make you feel better, i'll tell you everything, but you have to promise me something."
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